Monday, November 10, 2008

my romeo

Sitting in the green meadows
Thinking about the dreams
That comes and goes
I was Juliet draped in pink
And you were….
My Romeo……

Hey, hello…listen to me
Hey, hello…please see me…
I want to be the one
With whom you could love
Hey, hello my Romeo…

In between the allies
You would come
But not see me…
I would always try
To stand on your side.
But you would always pass by


Hey, hello…listen to me
Hey, hello…please see me…
I want to be the one
With whom you could love
Hey, hello my Romeo…

With a determined will
I decide to tell you
That I want to be your Juliet.
But…
I see you with someone else…
You were someone else’s Romeo

Hey, hello…listen to me
Hey, hello…please see me…
I want to be the one
With whom you could love
Hey, hello my Romeo…

Sitting in the green meadows
Thinking about the dreams
That comes and goes
I was Juliet draped in pink
And you were….
My Romeo……

i'll miss you dada


It has been quite an eventful week...but i would always remember it as it was im this week that my saurabh went away....i have fond memories of him. it was in 1999 that i first saw him...he was playing at lords and was smashing for cricket. not only did i fell for this Bengali but also the game which has kept me engrossed. gangu as i love to call him is someone for whom i become significantly emotional. I've cheered when he would give some memorable knock and cry when he wont. my addiction towards this game is too much and it is because of him.
when he became the captain for the first time, it was a match against Australia..and we won....
but it was during his bad days that i came in complete support of him. fought with friends because of him and well with my father as well....my love for this fellow was purely because of the magnitude of the game. people talk about MSD's sixes but when saurabh used to hit, it would be out of the stadium....aah...those days...
when my sis called me and told me his plans for retirement...i could not speak. i was shocked. i always wanted to see him play from a stadium...unfortunate it is that it would not happen.....
but i will always remember this fearless man, his never say die attitude, the way he used to captain.....that time when we won the natwest series...the shirt one.....or that emotional pepsi add.......
i cannot write how much i would miss him....dada.....i'll miss you too much

taylor swifts....song

"Teardrops On My Guitar"- taylor swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
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the song is so perfect. every word has a deep meaning in it

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

happy birthday to me

yesterday i turned a year old.....and i really had a nice birthday.....some unexpected ppl remembered my birthday and it was just so sweet of him to remember it....then my lovely frnd ohe buki called.....her calls are always so special......i went, as always to a sai mandir and then went to a guy so that he could disinfect my lappy....moron was asking a hefty price so i just ran away from the shop.....lol...later i went on a promised bike ride and then to mc'd favourite thing on earth.....my frnds threw a surprise cake cutting ceremony.....
on 19Th planning for a big Chinese party....and a speciality would be Singaporean noodles for ohe buki..........

Monday, October 13, 2008

boys are stupid

Meredith: You should take something.
Cristina: Drugs are for babies.
Izzie: I hate Alex.
Cristina: And the non sequitur award goes to...
Izzie: I’m sorry, but I hate Alex.
Meredith: I broke up with Derek.
Cristina: Burke wants to have a relationship.
Izzie: Boys are stupid.
Cristina: Yep.


Boys are stupid--- a fact people .It’s something guy’s need to accept. Well they are stupid. They don’t understand hints; they sometimes get mean when you try to be very caring….

The word ‘chipku’ comes out… and they say wrong things at the wrong time.

They are not even sensitive…well sometimes they are but most of the times they…you put words in their mouth actually. Morons.

You become a caring friend they would question that,

You give them space they question that as well…

In a relationship you ask for a break for a little while and they are on your nerves…

You say sorry and they behave like… an ass…

You smile as a friend they ask you out

You refuse and they go on bitching about you…

Sometimes stupidity is so much that they can’t see the difference between something abstract and something real. How difficult is it to see that.
How difficult is to accept your faults…
How difficult is to accept an apology and mend things….but no they won’t. That when the whole male ego crap shoots out… idiots… as if we don’t have it. So when we start showing it we are termed as girls having some attitude.

Not all guys are stupid. Exceptions are there. Although I haven’t met any till now who haven’t shown the boyish stupidity…

Brothers:: well they are stupid as well…they irritate the hell out of you…they never stop irritating you… and man if you scream at them, then you become my not so favorites sis…and baba rakhi ke din…kya attitude mae rehte hai…non sense.
Major guys have the commitment issues. They run away the time you whisper marriage. Live in is what they desire. Are we living in US or something?

The formula to identify this syndrome:


Don’t say right things at the right time + lethargic
---------------------------------------------------------- = stupidity
Ego+ rash mind+ never take what ‘we’ say



Hence proved

Saturday, October 11, 2008

lethargiccccccccccccc

winters have crert in and as all my near dear and loved onse knows.......its time for hibernation.....so now i'd be sleeping all the time and stop thinking all the crap.....i have'nt started studying yet....3rd year is turning out to ne hell........my b'day in 2 day and i hope i aint lethargic on that day.....and confession i have lefted other imposed ban on non veg after two years...had chilen tikka...it did hurt a bit inntionally, but y to bother.past has to b locked forcefully as it does effect your present....latter the taste went on well...but i did feel guilty abt it...for just a min.....2 years idioticallyi tried and well nothing..........this is for ohe buke....im expecting a call from singpore on 13th babe.........kidding

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

pick me. choose me . love me.

Meredith: I lied. I'm not...out...of this relationship. I'm in. I'm so in, it's humiliating, because here I am, begging--
Derek: Mere--
Meredith: Just...shut up. You say Meredith and I yell, remember?
Derek: Yeah.
Meredith: OK, Here it is. Your choice, it's simple. Her or me. And I'm sure she's really great. But Derek...I love you. In a really, really big...pretend to like your taste in music... let you eat the last piece of cheesecake... hold a radio over my head outside your bedroom window... unfortunate way that makes me hate you...love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me.

So funny question…does love really makes us beg? Hmm what would I do? Funny question again….self respect is so important for majority of people actually; I am not an exception to it at all. I can never do or act something which could be against my self respect…but love makes you do stupid stuff…
Now dats a fact that every one knows ;-)
So coming back, possibilities of saying stuff, what Meredith says to Derek, in my case….
Maybe…
It’s very hypothetical actually what if there is someone whom I love a lot, so much that I feel he is the one. The one…I guess I would be chanting the same lines… no matter what happens; no matter if he tells me to get lost…but it would be like the one last chance being honest to him, one last chance to let out all your desperation…last chance to tell ‘I know there will or is a women in your life but no one can love you the way I have.’
Desperate?
Love is desperate…
And what if the line works and the guy says ‘man I love you too’… that’s a great day for everyone…lol

Meredith: [to Derek, who is standing behind her] I miss you. [Derek moves closer and sniffs her hair.]
Derek: I can't.