Saturday, September 27, 2008

you and me

What should I do?
Where should I go?
I know, no place
To go.

This cant be true.
We cant be through.
We were so near.

But now times have changed.
Now
Look it has rained.
My hopes
My dreams
My life is so free…

And I am no longer
Me.
It was just a dream…
You and me.
You and me.
You and me.

How can I live
When there is no faith
No faith that it exists.
That
Love exists.

What should I do?
Where should I go?
I know, no place
To go.

This cant be true.
We can’t be through.
We were so near.

But now times have changed.
Now
Look it has rained.
My hopes
My dreams
My life is so free…

And I am no longer
Me.
It was just a dream…
You and me.
You and me.
You and me.

what is...?

What is life?
Without sacrifice.

What is a kiss?
Without a risk.

What is love? Dear
Without a drop tea

Uncertainty fills our mind
All the time.

Chances we have to take
Even if our heart aches.

Friday, September 12, 2008

i will be fine

He comes to his beautiful nest with a heavy secret in his heart. He musters all the courage and sits with the women who means the world to him. All his promises to her are coming crashing down. As, his very own existence is in question. He knows he is dieing but he does not know how to tell her. How to tell to the women he loves?
After telling her so, she is broken. She can’t believe what she heard. How could this happen to her, to him. It was just not fair. Time was running away. He comes close to her and embraces her, to give her a false assurance.

I will be fine.
I know that.
It will take time.
I know that.
Till then,
Please be by my side.
As I am afraid to loose your sight.

In the brink,
of breaking up.
I am so shaking up.
To know that there
might be a day.
When I might
Not be there.

I will be fine.
I know that.
It will take time.
I know that.
Till then,
Please be by my side.
As I am afraid to loose you sight.


(There I go.
Do you know?
I am leaving you forever and ever.
To comeback; never and never)

I am afraid to loose your sight
So
Please be by my side.
I will be fine.
I know that it will take time.
I know that.
Till then,
Please be by my side.
As I am afraid to loose you sight.To loose you sight………….

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

holding your hand

Holding your hand.
I crossed all the tides.
Do you remember all those
Rides.
As I do.
Holding your hand.

My worries will be gone.
My smile is all that shone.
Holding your hand.

I was behind you.
My friend
My angle.
My hope
And my dreams.
Holding your hand.
Holding your hand.

You lost the grip.
And then I tripped.
I am lost. I cannot find you.

Tears are swimming in.
Please come so that they could
Remain in.
Come back
Please
Come back…

You held back my hands,
Held it as strong
As you never had.
I was now not
Walking behind you.

I was taking my chance.
I am going to be strong.
Without holding your hand.

I will cross the tide.
Cause I know…
You will be right by my side
Holding my hand
Holding my hand

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Seven steps

Seven steps.
It’s just seven steps.
We can do it.
‘cause its just
seven steps.

Seven years of separation.
And years of temptations.
We finally are here,
But why this fear?
Its just seven steps,
Between us.
Seven steps
To burry the past.
Seven steps.
Lets do it fast.

Why do you look tensed.
Even when there is no fence.
No boundation,
No obligations.
‘cause we are done
listening to the world.

‘cause its been seven years,
since we last met, my dear.
Our lives have changed
Many people have failed.
But
Here you are
And there I am .

Seven steps.
Its just seven steps.
We can do it.
‘cause its seven steps.

Now the space is gone
Its just you and me.
The shackles are gone,
Its just you and me.

Oh it was so easy
Those
Seven steps are gone.
We did it

Sunday, July 27, 2008

a fairy tale

i wish i could fly,

without saying any good byes.



i wish i could love,

without being snubbed.



i wish i could be a princess,

and where all lovely dresses.



i wish i could be in a fairy tale.

where ,

a happy ending does'nt look frail.



i wish sometimes to be a movie star,

and throw my worries of the cart.



i wish to go to the moon.

and laugh at all the earthly fools.




i wish sometimes to be me.

which i have lost in some kind of hurry.





i wish i could be in a fairy tale.
where,
happy endings does'nt look frail.

MEN ARE DOGS

being a girl is not easy...trust me when i say this. earlier i never had to face the 'boy problem'. as i was either out wid my family or for that matters my best frnd in front of whoem no one could even sureley stare. but when i landed in this moronic unknown city, i had to learn one more trick to survive in this world. patience.

in these two years i learnt zillions of things about guys.

1) never get friendly with a guy from the word go. 'cause they will think that ladki phassi



2) never receive a guy's call late night. cause surely a bet would be involved.



3) there are 2 types of stares. one is like- oh ure so preety. and the second one is the most disgusting one as if there is something wrong wid ure wordrobe.



4) never ever take a pass of a guy lightly. if you dont stop it now it would increase a lot.



one of the most astonishing fact that a guy thinks is that they can easily get off by flirting with a girl. and that acts as an advantage actually. innitially i had to live with it as i thought and some girl frnds of mine advised me that i should not take any panga's. but i think there is a limit to every thing.

so now if a guy paases a comment i turn right back and stare the hell out of them. its apleasure to see them that wayz actually.

and if a certain decorum is crossed.... then something like this would happen

i was walking down the street at around 7:30 wid my hostle mate when a guy who happened to be from my institiute whistled. i turned right back but my friend told me to ignore and so i did. and as soon as i turned i heared a very disgusting remark made on me.

all hell broke loose. i charged to him, grabbed his colour and told him to appologise before i called up the director. there was a silence in the entire street as if a nuclear explosion has happened. he applogised though and said it wont happen again.......

some might say i acted dumb or may be that i was courageous enough to do it. but i felt gr8.....being a girl is not a crime but i feel one has to take a stand . not every time my dad or buddy will be there to take care of me.

just three weeks back i was taking part in a seminar. and my picture was takin by an unknown lad. i walked up to him and demanded for hiss cell phone to which he refused. i was like- ok you invited the trouble. after the seminar got over and while he was smirking as if he has done something great i told him to give his cell phone or i would call in the organisers. he thought i was just lieing. but then some seniors of mine came out to help me. there 2 pictures clicked and each of which was deleted. i was so happy.....well men are dogs but they are different in breeds....some are street some are poodles and some the great den.......

at the end of it all i would say.........its stupid to be quite so get up and take a stand....its the 21st century for christ sake.....